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Saturday, August 23, 2014
5:35 PM // Relationship.

HELLO GUYS.

lets get to the point. Relationship is totally like game to some girls. i really wanna slap them with my laptop really hard in the face. They keep getting into relationship just for show. Once they get in to it. They get all lovey dovey, baby here baby there. 1 or 2 weeks past by, they be going on facebook posting i'm tired, i wish you all the best, why this why that, why me?! oh fucking please. i know its none of my fucking existence but please. if you're gonna diss your relationship like game every one month please go on twitter and tell the whole world, they might be giving zero fuck about it.

Girls who still be playing guys like they always say "change guys like changing underwear" haha. please, please og fucking please. at such young age, playing guys like this, and with this pretty face is really such a shame for you. aw. pity pity not. Oh by the way, girls don't run the world alright, so is the boys. so shut the fuck up. i would kill all the bitches who whine daily without fail on how love spoil their life like L O L you are kidding me right. stuck. up. straight.

Sunday, July 13, 2014
10:45 AM // broken recorder.

currently feeling : hungry as fuck, feel like puking too when i feel fucking hungry. lappy is lagging as shit lol god.

yep back to ranting and stuff whenever i can.. so.. what i'm going to rant is all mostly about some stupid stuff. well, today is about my mom.. she have been saying shit alright, i have limit. she can talk about it like, what ? 5 days straight. i'm always NOT AT HOME, and that is the fucking reason why.. she repeat herself like a broken recorder like stop it will you, i'm 20, i know i got serious shit stuff to do, i get lazy sometimes, but i know what the fuck i'm doing alright, like fuck off man. seriously, i'm more of a freedom kind of person, but this shit is getting way too serious that she had to keep on repeating like i'm gonna die soon if i don't have the money LOL god. please just stop it already.

i always have plan for what i do, i don't get myself sometimes too.. you see, i'm kinda fucked-up but, not as much as her lol, i know she meant well and stuff, and you bitches might be thinking that, "OH YOU BITCH, SHE'S JUST BEING NICE, AND STUFF" lol stop. you don't even lift okay. stop it LOL you don't know how it feels like LOL shut up and suck it up LOL. she had it like days and i'm already on my verge of going crazy, and it's like, i'm on the line now, please call 999 now LOL or 911. stupid shit. i don't need to know things i already know like, my job.

i haven't been going to work like for days LOL, 1 month to be exact and, i worked for 1 days only. i'm literally starving myself now LOL, i don't money for you, so please shut the fuck up LOL. i know you pay my school bills, i know i know, one day i will make it big or not, i will return you your money alright LOL. shit man. shit. i don't know what to do better than staying up at home and listen to shit she says LOL. please stop saying that i need to be more nice, when i am already nice like all over the moon for her lol. she changed, yes, i fucking most appreciated it like fuck. well she can never make herself stop repeating..

can't rant it on facebook, too long like i said LOL. *tadaaa* she's a nice and wonderful mom, sometimes i don't understand, really. can i like unborn myself lol so she could save more money on other shit ? no? well, fucked.

Thursday, April 3, 2014
1:20 AM // aw-dorable !

sorry if this is way too small, but this is too cute !
oh and i'm terribly sorry that i didn't update my blog. gee.. i change my layout again.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014
6:00 PM // ❝Go Away❞

time after time, telling me to go away, asking me to fuck off. i feel like there's nothing i could to help you feel better. don't ask me that going away will make you feel better. if it does, whats the point when i'm here for you and i'm here to care a fuck about you, and what? i should continue to be happy? you know me well, if you're feel sad, i eventually will feel sad too, and the more you tell me to fuck off, one day i eventually will make things worst. me and boyfriend are fire sign. which make us both with pros & cons. you know what happens when fire add fire. NOT SPARK you bitches. this isn't the first time already.. its just a game, why make yourself like this and get us pissed off with each other. ❝always my fault what❞ been dealing with it since forever. got used to it. used to what you gave me and still love you. ❝don't come talk to me, ever.❞ i hope i was strong enough to do that, i break down ever single fucking time to see your words like this. i don't say stuff to hurt you (if i do, i'm terribly sorry *insert hearts*) maybe, i wasn't good enough for you, maybe i should change for better, improve myself. sometimes, i get very tired of doing it. but the only thing that keep me going is you, and i give in. giving you up will break myself down and i'll let my world sink and fade away. i'm 20 and way mature. i know what i'm doing, just that i'm slow & wee bit of blur too.

❝because i love you, i let myself go and let you in. i love you more than myself, i want you to be happy, i want you to know that no matter what happens, i'm here for you. and no matter what you do, i have your back, and no matter how tough situation can be, i'll be in this with you, cause no matter what happens, you and i are together as one.❞ // baby, i'll never let you down

Wednesday, January 22, 2014
6:21 PM // enough and disgusted.

Hello, i'm back to blogging, well having time and stuff so, why not. today i'm blogging about relationship and shits. it really annoys the fuck out of me to see people flirt (without the looks) oh you saw the "without the look" sorry-not-sorry. sorry if this offence you but i don't give a fuck to you or anything out here reading. (laugh) So first of all is, you don't have the look, well. okay. you have some one, some where on this planet that gives a fuck about you, love you obviously. but with that "look" of yours, ye, you don't even fucking think. you think some one there likes you, then you get all cocky and shit, please, its not like the whole world is about you, the things you do and say purely disgust me, you say without thinking. c'mon how old are you really, like now? still a fucking kid. no? fuck the wake up you cock sucker. when you're truely in love, some one is apparently your everything. when i say everything, it includes, being your brother, your father(who nags at you and stuff, caring for you) your bestfriend! if you can't get all this shit right, some thing is wrong up in your mind. you dedicate your whole-self to someone you love, not by calling other people "cute/sweet" names. and being friendly always have a limit. some of you bitches act like; "oh he likes me!! he's gonna buy me stuff!! oh, he's helping me to pay for this and this!!" erm, hello? who the fuck are you using? you cock sucker. you're fucking enough old to think about your own stuff already and over relationship, you take this as game huh ? well fuck you people like this.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013
11:18 AM // FAT FUCK.

well, i'm quite a rager. i want to eat some fucking noodles, and there she is saying she bought it one, SO I CAN'T EAT. SO HERE'S FUCKING CHEERS TO YOU IN DA FUCKING FACE BITCH. pissed as hell. forget it, i'm going to orchard to get some delicious birthday cake for his mom ♥ teehee. well, hope she would like it :D kekeke. then we'll head down to tampines to celebrate :D ehehehe. well. i haven't been posting anymore, well here's something new for you all, if you're still following me or something ♥ inspiration got from tumblr like duhhhhh. so much nice things to view there. well.

Monday, June 10, 2013
4:15 PM // had enough,

long rant, long rant. is it me or you? all i ever want was you to, able to communicate with me like friends. trust me in what i do. i know you're worry and shit. but what you're doing now, really does suffocate me. i want you to do what makes you happy, go hang out with your friend, be care-free. be lively. you're living but not doing it right. stop comparing me with the other kids, i don't smoke, i don't do drug, i don't drink. respect me, i'll respect you. you don't seem to know me well enough. my temper ain't one to mess with. i don't talk back to you now is because i don't want any trouble, anything i say, won't get into your brain, why for must i say anything when you don't even wanna change for better, for us. i'm still the old me, wanting freedom. i don't like being stuck in one place. stop threatening me. you're old enough to think that i'm no long a child. i'm growing with immature thought, but i know whats wrong and whats right. i'm mentally-tired. go ahead and be stuck in whatever you think is right for me, i won't fight back. cause all you do, think you're right. what i do, make it all wrong it your eyes. you care for me in a wrong way. — feeling all wrong for what i do, in your eyes :).

Thursday, April 25, 2013
11:29 AM // not posting again (-u-)

Not been very busy, just looking for jobs

this is how my bedroom looks like now (^^)v

Double Down Max with a face :B

Tuesday, April 9, 2013
10:57 PM // Hello human & creatures.

i do lame stuff, i'm lazy, i like eating, i love my boyfriend :3 my name is wanjing. and attached to a boy name † JEREMY ≡ 16/02/12.

"i'll love you as a corpse loves
the beak of the vulture."
what i like eating & do the most, teehee.

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Wednesday, March 27, 2013
12:19 PM // What i want

what i really want us to be like, is..

to be able to walk down many road of years together,
to take many silly, lame, cute pictures of us,
doing silly things, laughing to everything we see, we talk about,
to hold your hand and never let go,
to hug you tightly, to kiss you day and night,
kisses on forehead, on the nose, on the cheek, on the lip,
doing things together, cooking for each other like family,
hanging out together with your family,
be able to help you get over stuff you don't like,
be there for you first, always when you need me,
choosing clothes for you, buying stuff for you,
texting everyday, morning message, night message,
to tolerate your childish behaviour and attitude,
to love you with all my heart and soul,
going places to where we never been before,
be hanging out with your friends or mine,
be eating cheap ass food together,
be thinking of our future, what we wanna do and be together,
not caring about how we look when we're together,
how comfortable we are when we're together alone,
fighting over silly stuff, and getting over it quickly,
say sorry, making silly faces to make him smile,
saying i love you, every time, cause you mean it,
be videoing silly stuff together,

there's a lot more, we could do together, just you and me, just us 2.

Sunday, March 17, 2013
10:06 PM // i'm sorry, again.

i'm sorry for what i did. i'm sorry for comparing you to another guy. i'm sorry i expected too much from you. i'm sorry for being the lousiest girlfriend. i'm sorry for complaining too much. i'm sorry for ranting too much. i'm sorry that i attitude you. i'm sorry for everything. i'm sorry thst i can't do any better, i'm sorry for being noob, dumb and stuff, i'm sorry for the thing you want me to do, i didn't. i'm sorry for losing your stuff, twice.

Thursday, March 14, 2013
11:38 AM // different side of me

hehe, my dearest friend :D & me being unglam of course, {7 March}

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2:27 AM // tired ?

malaysia with my dearest boyfriend.

what me and boyfriend bought ♥

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Sunday, March 10, 2013
12:02 AM // i need a break

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Thursday, March 7, 2013
12:19 PM // my hair look fabulous today

my hair just look so nice today.. like i can't even, and having the need to go out and show my hair off, like lmao. but i got work today, sigh, i hope my next off, my hair will look the same LOL. sigh-pie*

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Tuesday, March 5, 2013
2:16 PM // Suprise Post :P

Boyfriend decided to come to my house yesterday, to buy his stuff today with me and my family at Malaysia, he cabbed down and board the last bus and le me is happygirl94. Decided to post this, cause, i really had fun with him and my family throughout the whole day, with him, every day, every thing just get better and better. He some times can be a lil' mean and act like a kid(HAHA :B) but never the less, he treat me well, very very well, yet i still complain non-stop uh. I appreciate every little things he does for me with all his heart, how he care for me, carry my stuff for me, treating me delicious food, everything he does, makes me really happy ♥ together for 1 year, going through tough times together, quarreling over small stupid stuff, having the patience and the tolerance to all my nonsense, raging about almost everything i see and me being too impatience to stuff.

we still have many many more years to go through together, be it ups and down, nothing can break us a part. Iloveyou so so soooooo much, i know you do too, HAHA. lucky & thankful to have you as my boyfriend :P yey-me ! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox :B ♥

— with SweetnightmaresJeremy Bitterdreamslim AKA my Boyfriend ♥

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Tuesday, February 26, 2013
11:28 PM // our 1 year anni ring ♥

we bought our ring yesterday, 1 Year together :') iloveyou so much boyfriend haha ! my boyfriend have girly hand, his size is 15 and mine is 17, guys size okay, *facepalm HAHA.

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Monday, February 25, 2013
1:07 AM // relationship

help, tell me what to do, save me from all those heart aches and tear, i want us to talk properly again.. like how we use to randomly chat about nothing and stuff :'(

hello, i'm still awake. we fought. he being kid make me feel like, i can't do anything to make him feel alright. i'm trying my best, i know what kind of relationship i'm in to. i don't expect him to be perfect, but at least, know what you're doing, i really hope i'm your motivation to your everything, like working and earning money for me and us.. i'm doing it now, so.. the tons of bad i can say, but i don't, iloveyou, i do i do i fucking do love you so much, i give in to all your stuff, cause iloveyou, i'm slow, i'm dumb, i'm not pretty, i'm not skinny, i'm not worthy. i'm trying, i need you to try also.. i'm still giving my all to you, cause i know you're what i really wanted, someone whom i look forward everyday.. these few days, i've been crying, it's because of you, i care, i get worry for nothing, i get jealous easily, and other girl would do..

i just guess, i'm boring enough, pushy enough for you to push around.. in the end, i'm still gonna love you with my whole heart, even if it stop beating.

Sunday, February 24, 2013
12:37 AM // so tired.

hello, hehe. i was too bored and i got a lil' too vain, HAHA.





and this is what i bought on the friday :B



what we ate today at Crystal Jade with Boyfriend and his company; Ocean Avenue ! CEO's treat. yummy !

Tuesday, February 19, 2013
7:33 PM // What i've been doing.

1st year with my boyfriend ♥



what we did today, bought Captain America & Hulk and watch Ah Boys to Men 2

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Tuesday, February 12, 2013
1:11 PM // Happy Chinese New Year !

Hello dearies, i stop posting since 12437832498745 days, haha, gonna update it like now, when i'm totally free, and i've changed my blog layout again, to simple kind though, and also please follow me on twitter, its at the side bottom, under my "profile" HAHA. well, i'll show you picture ans some unglam picture of me.

This is what i wore on the 1st and 2nd day ^^



The book i bought, was kinda strange and interesting, so i bought it :')



The wallet i bought for my boyfriend, bc his wallet is spoilt like, even coins, dropped out everywhere, lmao.



okay, i shall stop here, too much unglam, and i didn't post any of me, SO. HAHA bye ♥

Monday, January 7, 2013
1:25 AM // please try to give in to me..

hello, i didn't really blog after i wake up on my off day.. so i decided to post something about my relationship. i don't know if anyone will read about this, cause this is very sensitive to me for some reason, and reasons are, when you read it, you're not suppose to tell my boyfriend about this post(if you don't know my boyfriend, i'm glad.. haha!) he got a very big temper.. well, i myself could't handle it, i myself is afraid of being scold by him.. ye ye call me lousy, loser, whatever name you can think of to call me. i don't really care.. i just don't like being scolded by someone i love, i don't know, it's just me, what can i do about it.. i never hit him, i never scold him, i never dare do anything to hurt him(i did it once or twice, it hurt me so much, that i learnt my lesson).

well, i don't expect much from him, or i can say, i never expect much from him. all i do was to think, think about what i really need and want, what i expect much from what i think from him.. but i can never tell him that, like i said, i'm afraid of him being angry, getting scold by him.. i don't like it, i just back away.. stay quiet and walk on my own, thinking what i did wrong, what i didn't do.. example; so there's this one day, i wasn't gonna stay over, but i did, he thought i was going home, he then suddenly turned so quiet, i asked him what happened, is he alright, he reply but in few words reply, i asked again, the same reply, so i think, did i did something wrong this time.. we walk out quietly, he didn't even tell me a thing.. we walk to the bus stop without holding hand. so i smsed him(i know it's lame, LIKE I SAID AGAIN, being afraid that i might annoying him further more) asking why he's like that.. blah blah blah and on, and you know what, he said "you didn't hold my hand" i was like wtf ? you could tell me and stop being such a bitch. opps.

well i don't know how many times have we quarrel anymore, there are really bad one, like shit just gone real kind of quarrel. you know sometimes, i hope he could do a little surprise for me, or do something nice for me.. or try giving in to me sometimes.. i hate being the first one, always the first one to say sorry(i'm not sure how many times must i say this, but me saying sorry for thousands of times doesn't make him any better, and i'm afraid of him being angry, argh) i just want something better for us, something that we could do together with money, and i don't want him to keep treating me meals.. i have my own reason. i'm now working full shift job, and had really no time for him(for this i'm really truely sorry about it) i work 3 days 1 day off.. and sometimes i hope he can make it down to find me.. on my off day. i didn't say that to him.. i did but once, i don't want him to find it annoying.. i don't know, i keep making myself go down.. its okay for me though..

sigh. i didn't expect alot from him, i want the same too.. i just want better, it is too much to ask for, i just want him to give in to me more, it is really too much too? i don't like being asked to "fuck off" this is the second time.. if there's third time or ore, i really don't know how to dwell with it, i was thinking if there's another "fuck off" from him, this will be the last time, i'm trying to make everything right; this is what i thought. every time i think, it just doesn't go the way i want it, i'm just too sore and scared of it, lets put it another way, scared of losing someone, whom i gave so much to, for this relationship and us.. i really don't know how to put it.. if you know what i'm trying to say.. then that's good..

i've been through a lot, all were e-dating, well these give you experience plus some first love and even hurt. i learnt a lot.. and there's the three years relationship i had before, dated for three years without meeting each other(please don't tell me how pathetic it is, i know, i know) i learn to give in, and how to treat one person right to in order to get the same back, if you don't get the same back all you do is tolerate, understand what your other half need and unerstand plus trust.. this is like a work to keep things going, yes, it's tiring but, its worth all the things you do, the person might not see it now, soon they'll realize..

please do know that, iloveyou more than anything, i'm willing to try to change and change for better, i'd never give up one you. this relationship is tough but there's both of us, we manage to get through this tough up and downs together. iloveyou deeply. nothing will ever change my feeling for you from the start when we first know each other until now ♥ 16-02-2012

Wednesday, December 26, 2012
12:35 AM // working for money $_$

Ain't sleeping yet, have to take something from my friend, who just haven't end her work yet, so.. i kind forgot what i did past few days and had no time to update my dead blog, once again.. sigh. i don't like people invading my privacy, that is a NO-NO bitches. HAHA. i went to find the Japanese small Restaurant shop again, i walked AWKWARDLY, shit. i'm not getting that work anymore, 101% sure of that, i'm going to find another job at the same place again, but nearer to the MRT station, which is just above the MRT LOL. $5/hour for part-timers $1000 for full timer and i'm gonna get the full timer.. well, working for money is fine for me.

Sometimes i don't really know what's wrong with my boyfriend, i know he hate my mom, i do, sometimes. i just want my mom to safe that's all, i'm not afraid of moving out when she's alright, i'm more afraid that some things i don't even know might happen *touch wood* she's mom, there's a place for her, sometimes, my boyfriend word could hurt me just by saying bad things to my mom /: oh well, this is what i created him out. telling him how my mom controls me and stuff.. i'm sorry mommy. ♥

I hope the job is still available, it's quite quiet there, with just 2/4 of the people are there to shop, the rest are eatery and which is tooooo good to say, but the other thing is, expensive! good gracious, everything is expensive now :(

Tuesday, December 18, 2012
10:44 PM // new spect, yey!

HELLO, not very surprising huh. got my new spect, not long ago. and it fits me well, like DA CAT "IF IT FITS, I SIT" *Evil laugh keke. I'm so so so screwed for the past fucking few days, tired and sleepy /: been waking up early and turning in like in the 3. god. i'm tired. Oh oh, i'm kinda introvert but, when it comes to work, i really have to put super much effort into it already, "communication" is our big big part in our daily life, don't tell me you don't communicate with at least one person, jeez, that's pretty awful... i guess.

HAHA. well, i don't pretty much like talking to people i don't know very well, but working.. SIGH. you have to, since you're working, and they're your oh-so-precious customer, you don't want to stare at them and be like : " SIR, WHAT. DO. YOU. WANT. FOR. YOU. DINNERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR." and like what da fak ? ya. HAHA. with big eyes, staring at them. being imaginative is good. like now, HAHA. well, heading down tomorrow to see the shop, it's quite small actually, it's like the size of the toilet, hmmm, lets just say 6 cubicle size of that shop? pretty small, heh. i can't deal with big shop.. like FUCK NO. I'M OUTTA HERE, well i probably would if i've gain much experience. LOUSY-ME.... well.. thats all for today, will update about it tomorrow on how it goes.. hehe.
TELL ME I LOOK GOOD WITH THE SPECT. *SMIRK. HAHAHHAHA.

Monday, December 17, 2012
10:16 PM // 10th

why hello there, it's beeeeeen such fuckery long long.. erm, no idea, since i posted. HAHA, so here i am now, to start off with my Monthsary picture with my boyfriend. We've been fighting alot, he sometimes gave me this "boring" look i have done wrong something then here i am emo-ing off my ass. I even asked him why he's like this, he say NEVER MIND. oh fuck you alright haha. His reason to being "boring" its because i didn't held his hand and so on, okay. cute? LOL no. HAHA, i thought i did something wrong. BUT NAH. BUT, what fuckery is this? He can be so so so sweet, but his temper, you don't wanna mess around with, i have to be the "men" in the relationship :P so he have to be the girl having temper. Argh, i hope he's lucky to have me ♥ HAHAHA.

and i'm back with a new and simple skin. *big sigh. okay, i hope i'll be updating more, hehe. i've been sleeping over at my boyfriend house, he have to work, so i've to go down, *slam table. oh, i went to sign up for Cyworld. but i stop using it cause it's fucking boring ? here's my "Dairy".

Wednesday, December 05, 2012 6:51:00 PM - [Gloomy] Ah, this is my first entry.. well, today isn't much a day for me, i've been sleeping and sleeping cause of being tired and due to yesterday night, i stayed up to play Leagues of Legend (LoL in short) with boyfriend x) woke up and took a bathe, change into some nice clothing, hehe. eaten not much, i ate Chicken rice and cereal, now i'm taking my time to eat what my mom had cook, noodles *bluek* not nice x( and y boyfriend is out to work, night shift.. /: it's only Wednesday, how slow can it be.. and mom came home nagging, how shitty is that x.x i'm still quite new to the Cyworld, but i loved it, like a whole lot xD i hope my entry is good enough.. i wished to get new skin for my profile and get a miniRoom :( so badly..

Thursday, December 06, 2012 9:10:00 PM - [Rainy] Oh yes, i'm watching Family Guy on Season 2 ep 5. HAH, i have to skip some of it cause of the adobe flash player isn't working, oh how fucking fabulous it that not. and i've seen no improvement on my Cyworld, how, sad. i mean like very sad....... moving on.. my birthday is coming soon, and i've private my birthday, so no one could see it, well i'm keeping it low to see who remember it, well of course my dear friend and my boyfriend would remember it, don't they *cuddly smushly* HAHA. my boyfriend is on opp with his classmate, hoho. i'll be at his house early morning to take photos together for y birthday :3 how cute. erm. *shy shy* HAHA. will update tomorrow, i guess. That's it. been boring, like very. I need to get myself a Job soon, argh!

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Monday, August 13, 2012
6:38 PM // I'm back, i guess. hah.

Hello, it's been so longggggggggg that i blog. damn. haha. well school and life is kinda boring now. Second year for sure, it fucking shit tough and i'm lazy, even lazy now. HAHA. so yep. i don't even know where to start blogging, my boyfriend, my school, or my blog, haha. well, i think i will blog more often and i'm kinda busy, not really. very free to say, but i'm fucking lazy as ever to update my blog. hah. well, tomorrow is gonna be a long long day for me at school doing tons of "nothing-shit" ye. andddd, i can't wait for thursday to come ! it's me and boyfriend Six-Monthsary. hip-hip-hooray for us, haha, but we'll be postponing to friday, cause on thursday i end school at four. oh yes, fuck school life :D hah. i really have no idea what to post anymore. gosh.

oh, and i create myself into a zombie. ahahha.

Saturday, February 4, 2012
2:04 PM // Fuck Bitches.

Sorry, haven't been updating my blog like ages, and now, i'm mad. And i just wanna say that, it doesn't mean they're good looking then I HAVE TO FUCKING LISTEN TO THEIR SONG. LIKE BITCH, WHEN DO I EVER GO FOR LOOK WHEN LISTENING TO A STUPID SONG WHEN THEY HAVE LOOK YET CAN'T EVEN SING. FUCK OFF LUH. I ONLY LISTEN WHEN THEY CAN SING AND NOT CAUSE OF THEIR PUSSIES CUTE ASS TITTIES FACE, C'MON LUH. FUCK OFF AND I'M NOT GONNA TALK TO YOU AND THAT BITCH ANYM.

AND JUST BECAUSE SAM PEPPER IS CUTE, SO IS MGF. BUT MGF CAN SING LUH FK. SAM PEPPER CAN'T SING. AND FOR FUCKING SAKE, WHEN I SEE YOU, YOU BETTER NOT PISS ME OFF. too weak enough to not fight back. fml.

Saturday, January 14, 2012
1:50 AM // Lana Del Rey - Without You



Everything I want I have: Money, notoriety, rivieras. I even think I found God in the flash bulbs of your pretty cameras, Pretty cameras, pretty cameras. Am I glamorous? Baby, am I glamorous?

Hello? Hello? Can you hear me? I can be your china doll If you want to see me fall.
Boy you're so dope, Your love is deadly. Tell me life is beautiful, They all think I have it all. I have nothing without you. All my dreams and all the lights mean nothing without you.

Summertime is nice and hot, and my life is sweet like vanilla is. Gold and silver line my heart but burned into to my brain all these stolen images, stolen images, baby, stolen images. Can you picture this what a life we could've lived?

Hello? Hello? Can you hear me? I can be your china doll If you want to see me fall.
Boy you're so dope, Your love is deadly. Tell me life is beautiful, They all think I have it all. I have nothing without you. All my dreams and all the lights mean nothing without you.

We were two kids, just tryin' to get out, live on the dark side of the American dream. We would stay out late, play our music loud, when we grew up nothing was what it seemed.

Hello? Hello? Can you hear me? I can be your china doll If you want to see me fall.
Boy you're so dope, Your love is deadly. Tell me life is beautiful, They all think I have it all. I have nothing without you. All my dreams and all the lights mean nothing without you.

All my dreams and all the lights mean nothing if I can't have you.

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Saturday, December 31, 2011
1:34 PM // i don't want to be left alone, never again.

nom, yesterday was tiring, seriously kinda fucked up and i really hate it, new people, philippines people, kinda friendly.. i don't care LOL. I FEEL LIKE A STUPID DUMB BITCH very, cause i don't know how to interact well with the customer.. and i was fucking alone, i had to carry tons of plate, ye, call me a weak bitch now. Lucky i met a friendly gorgeous auntie (´・ω・`) ♥ she really made my day, i wasn't sure about all the food, but she asked my to take my time :3 she's really really nice. Uh, about the people there, yes yes.. thank god, chee sam? i don't know his name, lets just put cheesy, thats what the people there call him.. quite nice. i told him, I'M NOT GONNA WORK TODAY :) louisa is darn pretty ♥ she chatted with me and asked me to eat but i say no.. so, and then i went home alone.. haha. pretty much fucked up to say. no.. so, i sat down with the aunties and it was almost.. i meant about to end work, i drank 3 cups of bubble honey milk tea, kinda gross to say.. AHAHAHAHAHAAHAAAA, they said i'm skinny, no bitch. HOLA. so.. the whole day i was being an EMO FREAK & BEING TOUGH SHIT. lulz. I was on the train, and then there came three stoopid noisy bitches e_e i don't mind if you're all up pretty and, and doll up. I DON'T CARE, but you guise laughed as if like you're in some super market, WITH MY EARPLUG ON, BITCH, I STILL CAN HEAR YOU. meh. thank god, the train was sooooo pack. :) teehee, but i still stand the whole journey back to my sweet ass home. LOOOL. PLUS, search Tucker Aiden, he's a real hottie, he doesn't use facebook much, but i do stalk him if he's online. :) ♥.♥ Also, i hate it when one of my bestfriend stop chatting with me :( i like how i blog, teehee, i like simple things, in detail, all done for me :D i'm trying to make my blog post looking nicer, but i'm typing shit in now, trololololol :) hai, Haziyah ♥ ! my mom & sis went to m'sia. *not interested kind of look. MEH. AND YES, this.. i'm addicted to coffee & milo powder.. i just want it so badly.. coffee make me... (~♥__♥)~

Tuesday, December 27, 2011
2:33 PM // lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy, lazy.

A'lil something i would always share.
December. 60/40 for me it's true.

JANUARY - CHATTER
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to cont...rol emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them ALL.

FEBRUARY - THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH - GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heart-breaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep.. they're crushes. kinda secret. pretty much flawless.

APRIL - ADORABLE
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic..

MAY - LOVER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

JUNE - FINENESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very popular. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes-rep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

JULY - GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE birthday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!

AUGUST - ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER - IMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fulfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the most adorable of them all.

OCTOBER - PASSIONATE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at Times. Knows how to have fun. Very mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very
social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

NOVEMBER - SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

*DECEMBER - BEAUTY
o : Patriotic. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Easily angered. Deep feelings. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Dislike being at home. Restless. High spirited.

x : This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easily influenced by kindness. Active mind. Sharp thoughts. Attracts others and loves attention. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Good physical. literature. Loves traveling. having many children. Hardworking.

OKAY, I NEED HELP, TAG ME OR WHAT SO EVER. I JUST WANT TO KNOW
IF I SHOULD CUT MY HAIR, OR SHAVE THE SIDE ?

ye, and it hurts when someone said that "Later cut how to cover your ugly face lol". really LOL. Long story, i had zits for 4years alr. ye, so it just hit right the bottom. damn but i answered back SARCASTICALLY. you think i'm gonna care for how i look, looking fugly with zits? its not like you're gonna cut this bullshit hair LOL. ye. LOOOL. *bitch mod & you look fucking gross too. thanks alot ♥


Emily Smith, United Kingdom ☆
OH MY FUCKING GOD, THIS GIRL, IS FUCKING GORGEOUS, HOW CAN SHE.
HER FACE, HER HAIR, HER VOICE, SO CUTE, SO EVERYTHING (☆^ー^☆)


SHE IS SOOOOO COOL, IDK, SHE JUST IS. *O*


Crown !!


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Nom nom !


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