Saturday, October 15, 2011
1:33 AM // Upset.
Listen, i love this. :3
Well, hey, hello. I'm not in a good mood lately, like, after friday when i was at my friend's house doing some shooting for our story board.. jeff text me saying he couldn't take it anymore cause, i was like, still chatting with my ex? hah-ye. so i was like, over there, trying not to cry.. i vented on my friend and jeff too. calling him bitch and asshole. i couldn't take it either. why is he such a weak bitch?
hah, i wanna tell him this but, i know he would say that, he isn't and he had fought for me, as in trying to get me back to him. definitely for that. but i still doesn't like how the way me and him are doing now..
Plus, he's migrating soon this year.. i'm like, in the state of so fucking regretful, and he doesn't want to give me the last chance for it, like to make it up for him.. he said that, we're now strangers for the things i did. i'm already changing. we still wouldn't, i really hope he read my blog like, i don't know.. like once in a while, or something.. i begged him, please him.. he didn't wanna reply me anymore. i'm utterly sad. so fucking sad.
i should have stay the same, and not change. i'm bitch(ye, i kept calling myself a bitch. that's the fact.) and i'm not a good girlfriend.. to him. SIGH. WHAT THE FUCK CAN..........
Yesterday in school was like, total fucked up, so very. Slept at about three plus and woke up at seven o'five, wow huh ? :) i went in to the classroom feeling sleepy and i immediately sat down like a boy LOL, and i closed and opened my eyes a few time to check the surrounding, to see if any body was trying to disturb me, hahaha. well, no one did. *glad. OH, I'M PISSED WITH MY TEACHER. He kept replaying the video and pausing the video, seriously!? STOP PAUSING THE VID AND LET IT PLAY, I KNOW YOU HAVE A LOT A LOT, LIKE A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS TO SAY BUT CAN YOU LIKE SERIOUSLY LET THE VIDEO PLAY TILL IT ENDS THEN YOU START YOUR FUCKING TALK. SERIOUSLY!? I'M SLEEPY BIT BY BIT WHEN YOU DO THAT, I TOLD MY FRIEND THAT I REALLY WANNA PUNCH YOU. LIKE FUCK YOU. YOU'RE ANOTHER FAKER LOL.
Yep, went home after that, two hours of nap, i think... ? okay, this post is getting longer and i went to search for some sad music lol, but failed hahahaha. I went to H&M
!!! the clothing, the shoes, from head to toes are FREAKING-FUCKING-AWESOME. i need moneyyyyy now >:( gahhhhh !!!
** A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR YOU, THAT MAKE ME SMILE :)