Monday, February 25, 2013
1:07 AM // relationship
help, tell me what to do, save me from all those heart aches and tear, i want us to talk properly again.. like how we use to randomly chat about nothing and stuff :'(
hello, i'm still awake. we fought. he being kid make me feel like, i can't do anything to make him feel alright. i'm trying my best, i know what kind of relationship i'm in to. i don't expect him to be perfect, but at least, know what you're doing, i really hope i'm your motivation to your everything, like working and earning money for me and us.. i'm doing it now, so.. the tons of bad i can say, but i don't, iloveyou, i do i do i fucking do love you so much, i give in to all your stuff, cause iloveyou, i'm slow, i'm dumb, i'm not pretty, i'm not skinny, i'm not worthy. i'm trying, i need you to try also.. i'm still giving my all to you, cause i know you're what i really wanted, someone whom i look forward everyday.. these few days, i've been crying, it's because of you, i care, i get worry for nothing, i get jealous easily, and other girl would do..
i just guess, i'm boring enough, pushy enough for you to push around.. in the end, i'm still gonna love you with my whole heart, even if it stop beating.