"So buy me the ocean, and paint it with pretty stars. And sell me to something, take me anywhere but here."
currently feeling : hungry as fuck, feel like puking too when i feel fucking hungry. lappy is lagging as shit lol god.
yep back to ranting and stuff whenever i can.. so.. what i'm going to rant is all mostly about some stupid stuff. well, today is about my mom.. she have been saying shit alright, i have limit. she can talk about it like, what ? 5 days straight. i'm always NOT AT HOME, and that is the fucking reason why.. she repeat herself like a broken recorder like stop it will you, i'm 20, i know i got serious shit stuff to do, i get lazy sometimes, but i know what the fuck i'm doing alright, like fuck off man. seriously, i'm more of a freedom kind of person, but this shit is getting way too serious that she had to keep on repeating like i'm gonna die soon if i don't have the money LOL god. please just stop it already.
i always have plan for what i do, i don't get myself sometimes too.. you see, i'm kinda fucked-up but, not as much as her lol, i know she meant well and stuff, and you bitches might be thinking that, "OH YOU BITCH, SHE'S JUST BEING NICE, AND STUFF" lol stop. you don't even lift okay. stop it LOL you don't know how it feels like LOL shut up and suck it up LOL. she had it like days and i'm already on my verge of going crazy, and it's like, i'm on the line now, please call 999 now LOL or 911. stupid shit. i don't need to know things i already know like, my job.
i haven't been going to work like for days LOL, 1 month to be exact and, i worked for 1 days only. i'm literally starving myself now LOL, i don't money for you, so please shut the fuck up LOL. i know you pay my school bills, i know i know, one day i will make it big or not, i will return you your money alright LOL. shit man. shit. i don't know what to do better than staying up at home and listen to shit she says LOL. please stop saying that i need to be more nice, when i am already nice like all over the moon for her lol. she changed, yes, i fucking most appreciated it like fuck. well she can never make herself stop repeating..
can't rant it on facebook, too long like i said LOL. *tadaaa* she's a nice and wonderful mom, sometimes i don't understand, really. can i like unborn myself lol so she could save more money on other shit ? no? well, fucked.